oops i did it again 🤡

Ini blog ke 8 gw.

kalo blog gw bisa ngomong, pasti dia bakal bilang

"yee si goblok bikin blog baru lagi" 🤡

Since i have a little to zero communication skill and most of the time i struggle to express what i mean, writing has always been like a metaphor to me. When i'm anxious or imma feel i need to (even mau nge whatsapp orang aja kadang gw rangkai dulu kata-kata nya di notes 🤡), i always write in my thoughts to notes app in my phone. thats why it is a restricted area. kayak, notes gw tuh omongan gw dalem hati (?) IM VERY SORRY BUT i will not show my notes app to anyone whoever it is !!!!

Ever seen this meme? imma be like her

and yes, i'm also an infp (yang mbti freak mbti freak aja)

I started blogging since i was on 7th grade. It was summer break, my mom told me to do something instead of having my off days playing pet society on facebook.

Post pertama gw di blog pertama gw:

????? geuleuh

Blogging was a trend in circa 2010s, dulu jaman lagi ngetrend-ngetrend nya, hampir semua temen gw punya blog :D (had a plenty of reading list yay !!). It was fun until it lasts to the next stage of era (circa 2013-ish) jaman kemunculan ask.fm jadi orang-orang leave blogger! :(

in the mean time, i was actively writing (wrote 100+ posts in my previous blogs lmao). apa aja ditulis. kalo jaman sekarang mungkin beda jaman ya, bocils biasa ngepost konten gj di tiktok. sama. bedanya gw dalam bentuk tulisan

lah kok ngamok

Terus kenapa gw bikin blog baru mulu????

BECAUSE 

1. I’m not the same person as i was 5 minutes ago 🤡 

I always feels like my previous blog entries are cringe 🤢 i wrote them in middle school, high school, and the other past times that i could guarantee i would feel like ‘apaansi ajg alay bgt YA ALLAAAAAHHH SALMAAAA’ gitu. thats why i private my previous blogs already so my embarassing track record wouldnt revealed on the internet !! ga berani baca ulang huek *muntah sekebon*

2. I have a difficulty in ˚✧₊⁎Being Consistent⁎⁺˳✧༚

gw gampang bosen sama suatu konsep.. selalu pengen gali gali gali yg baru.. ya ok lah improvement but guess what.. bikin ni blog baru aja gw ada kali nearly 50x ngeswatch tema yang berbeda supaya gw bener-bener dapet apa yang gw mau..

Jadi gw kadang bisa losing interest of something that i’ve been working to, kadang udah buat blog dan nulis entries banyak terus tbtb bosen 🤠

but despite of all these things, I'd always love blogging. I cant always express words right away, so i write it. or sometimes design it. hehe ✌️

welcome. 

(omg i hope i didnt fail on this one *fingers crossed*)